Wednesday, July 8, 2009

放自己一條生路。


想通了,放自己一條生路吧。

喜歡自由,那就自由吧。

喜歡旅行,那就旅行吧。

喜歡拍照,那就拍照吧。(我要買DSLR。現在後悔爲什麽沒辦張信用卡了。嗚嗚嗚。)

一貫迷糊,那就迷糊吧。

討厭繁文縐節,討厭虛情假意,那就討厭吧。

受不了一成不變,受不了固定的作息,那就不要吧。

選一張適合自己的椅子來坐吧。喜歡刺激,喜歡新鮮,偶爾爲之就好,在自己能控制的範圍内就好。每時每刻,強迫性的面對刺激那就不好玩了。

我不要,過自己也討厭的生活,做自己也討厭的事。

當一顆螺絲釘,很有安全感也有歸屬感。可那最重要的事不就是要活出自己嗎?你,要是你自己,而不僅僅是顆隨便換上另一顆也沒兩樣的螺絲釘。(什麽鬼螺絲釘理論應該是那些要你活活為他賣命的老闆搞出來的吧?)

不喜歡當螺絲釘,那就不當吧。

不是自暴自棄,不是不成熟,就算你不理解,我沒辦法也沒必要討好全世界。

不是就當個望天打卦的人。我知道,我依然會一天一天變得更好的,我依然會要求自己的。我只是,用比較舒服的方式來努力。我依然視那些心目中的神為終極目標,可不是唯一目標。我要的是快樂。就算擁有全世界,可是不快樂,那還有什麽生存的意義?努力,過好每一天,做好每一件事,其他的就交給老天爺吧。好人是會有好報的,只要懂得感恩。

我只是,要更愛自己。

傷心咖啡店之歌 - 節錄II。

她從小就覺得,那隧道就像是黑色巨魔張開的巨口,人一進去,就會被無盡的黑暗吞噬、吞噬,掉落、掉落,陷入一個沒有出口的深淵,像往事一樣,巨大的深淵。

夜裏車少,計程車很快就穿過了辛亥隧道。深淵當然不存在,隧道内滿是溫暖的鵝黃色燈光,但往事卻像只口袋,守在隧道的另一端,毫不留情地攫住馬蒂。


怎麽知道會這樣?不要說爸爸始料未及,就連馬蒂也沒有想過,畢業之後會是這樣的人生。學校裏的課業多麽單純,一個課堂五十分鈡,一個學分二十個課堂,切割得清清楚楚,成績來自老師指定的作業範圍,作業又來自特定的教材,讀完了,就拿分數。畢業之後呢?那就好像是用一輩子的時間,來上一堂長長的、沒有人來評分的自修課。馬蒂的好學生生涯,大概就是那時候衰敗了下來。

不。應該說在這堂人生的自修課裏,人人都在替你評分數,困擾馬蒂的是,她爲什麽既不欣賞卻又必須這麽在乎別人的評分標準?馬蒂回想自己就業后的工作歷程,有好幾次也幾乎有擔當大任的機會,光榮、錢財、地位堪堪就在眼前,可是卻被她這麽輕率地放手遠去。如果說生命像一首變奏連連的大樂章,馬蒂就是一個曲異和寡的樂器,太即興了,漫不經心就逸出了常軌,漸行漸遠,終于不曉得該怎麽收尾,收一個別人可以鼓掌的結尾。

Monday, July 6, 2009

朋友。


輪到Quiton出牌的時候,UNO當機了。癱瘓,只剩chatbox功能。

西班牙小子說西班牙語的我愛你是Te Quiero。美國大哥抱怨說星期六下午的walmart讓他心疼。

可惜Quiton沒能插上話,不然也許可以湊個亞洲,歐洲,美國和非洲的世界級四大洲對話。

呵呵,陌生人不過是還沒認識的朋友。; )

隨便看看。

We are an established group of companies in the leisure and recreational business.
In line with our expansion programme, we offer:

Member Relation Executive (Customer Service cum Marketing)
(Selangor)

Requirements:
  • Chinese Female. Well groomed with pleasant personality.
  • Candidate to possess a Diploma or Bachelor's Degree in Marketing, Hospitality Management or equivalent.
  • Experience in Customer Service. Marketing knowledge is a added advantage.
  • Computer literate.
  • Able to converse in Bahasa Malaysia, English and Chinese major dialects.
  • Able to work on shift, weekends and public holidays.

Benefits:
  • Attractive basic salary + performance incentives
  • EPF + SOCSO
  • Bonus, Medical Benefits, Annual Leave etc
  • Uniform and staff meal provided
  • Training provided

這種職位是要做什麽的啊?連公司名也沒放,怪怪的感覺。=="

Sunday, July 5, 2009

我決定每天都要吃早餐。


Rock'n Roll 的 Style

盧廣仲 - LIVE IN TICC現場錄音專輯

我決定每天都要吃早餐 太陽每天依然在
看到你的同學請他 一定要早睡早起 加上吃早餐
因為也是一種 也是一種Rock’n roll的style 啊啊啊~
身體健康 也是一種Rock’n roll的style
Rock’n roll~ style~
這首歌,什麽時候我才能大大聲地唱呢?

7點起床目標,徹頭徹尾地,失敗。=.=

Saturday, July 4, 2009

V for Vendetta,一流。



首先,得感謝TV3播了這電影給我看。V for Vendetta在2005年上映時就很想去看了,最後時間配合不到才作罷。個人又不太喜歡看DVD,所以也不會刻意在錯過電影后去搜刮DVD。就隨緣,哈哈,能看到就看到。而且,在那麽久的期待后終于能一親芳澤,感動度更是加倍再加倍。這算是自己和自己玩的一個小小緣分遊戲,嘻嘻。

我很懶惰寫電影簡介咧,有興趣了解的自己去imdb或yahoo movies找。我也不太寫電影觀後感,畢竟看電影是很個人的事,然後本人的電影口味又偏冷門。(反正就是藉口多多啦,哈哈。)

我能給的,只有讚譽。好的電影,令你悸動。電影,不僅止於感官享受!V for Vendetta,一流。讚讚讚讚讚!特別的是,這電影的對白很精彩,不喜歡很多話講的電影的請自行迴避。大概很少電影在imdb裏的quotes part會記載了大約7,000字的對白吧?男主角字字珠璣,磁性嗓音配上英國腔,真的是迷死人不償命啊。(請按以下的youtube link聼聼看。1分鐘20以後男主角的聲音表情是超棒的。) 是的,我愛死V了,一如以往,連帶也會愛上那位演員。我的媽呀,他也太驚人了吧。。。。


(還沒看又還想看這電影最好不要看這些對白咯。)



V: Good evening, London. Allow me first to apologize for this interruption. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke. But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone's death or the end of some awful bloody struggle, a celebration of a nice holiday, I thought we could mark this November the 5th, a day that is sadly no longer remembered, by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat. There are of course those who do not want us to speak. I suspect even now, orders are being shouted into telephones, and men with guns will soon be on their way. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirror. I know why you did it. I know you were afraid. Who wouldn't be? War, terror, disease. There were a myriad of problems which conspired to corrupt your reason and rob you of your common sense. Fear got the best of you, and in your panic you turned to the now high chancellor, Adam Sutler. He promised you order, he promised you peace, and all he demanded in return was your silent, obedient consent. Last night I sought to end that silence. Last night I destroyed the Old Bailey, to remind this country of what it has forgotten. More than four hundred years ago a great citizen wished to embed the fifth of November forever in our memory. His hope was to remind the world that fairness, justice, and freedom are more than words, they are perspectives. So if you've seen nothing, if the crimes of this government remain unknown to you then I would suggest you allow the fifth of November to pass unmarked. But if you see what I see, if you feel as I feel, and if you would seek as I seek, then I ask you to stand beside me one year from tonight, outside the gates of Parliament, and together we shall give them a fifth of November that shall never, ever be forgot.


V: People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people.

V: ...A building is a symbol, as is the act of destroying it. Symbols are given power by people. A symbol, in and of itself is powerless, but with enough people behind it, blowing up a building can change the world.

V: There's no certainty - only opportunity.



Evey: V, yesterday I couldn't find my ID. You didn't take it, did you?
V: Would you prefer a lie or the truth?
Evey: Did you have anything to do with... that?
V: Yes, I killed him.
Evey: You...? Oh god.
V: You're upset.
Evey: I'm upset? You just said you killed Lewis Prothero!
V: I might have killed the fingerman who attacked you, but I heard no objection then.
Evey: What?
V: Violence can be used for good.
Evey: What are you talking about?
V: Justice.
Evey: Oh. And are you going to kill more people?
V: Yes.

除了這些大條道理,V也有著柔軟的一面。。。他的愛情(和他的花花圍裙)。

(惡搞V: M'dam, coffee or tea?)

V: Would you... dance with me?
Evey: Now? On the eve of your revolution?
V: A revolution without dancing is a revolution not worth having!



Evey: I don't even know what you really look like. [Evey tries to remove V's mask]
V: [V stops her] Evey, please. There is a face beneath this mask but it's not me. I'm no more that face than I am the muscles beneath it or the bones beneath them.
Evey: I understand.
V: Thank you.


V: The time has come for me to meet my maker and to repay him in kind for all that he's done


V: I told you, only truth. For 20 years, I sought only this day. Nothing else existed... until I saw you. Then everything changed. I fell in love with you Evey. And to think I no longer believed I could.
Evey: But I don't want you to die.

V: That's the most beautiful thing you could have ever given me.


(直接霖死。)

(這圖現在是我的MSN display pic。超酷的。)

Creedy: Defiant to the end, huh? You won't cry like him, will you? You're not afraid of death. You're like me.
V: The only thing that you and I have in common, Mr. Creedy, is we're both about to die.
Creedy: How do you imagine that's gonna happen?
V: With my hands around your neck.
Creedy: Bollocks. Whatchya gonna do, huh? We've swept this place. You've got nothing. Nothing but your bloody knives and your fancy karate gimmicks. We have guns.
V: No, what you have are bullets, and the hope that when your guns are empty I'm no longer be standing, because if I am you'll all be dead before you've reloaded.
Creedy: That's impossible. Kill him.
[the fingermen open fire on V, but he still stands after their clips are empty]
V: My turn.
[V proceeds to kill all fingermen with his knives before they manage to reload]
Creedy: [desperately shooting at the approaching V] Die! Die! Why won't you die?... Why won't you die?
V: Beneath this mask there is more than flesh. Beneath this mask there is an idea, Mr. Creedy, and ideas are bulletproof.


Finch: Why are you doing this?
Evey: Because he was right.
Finch: About what?
Evey: That the world needs more than just a building right now. It needs hope.

驚人的事情來了。

他。



是他。



也是他。



也是他。



還有他。


老兄!你也太強了吧!你的角色都好extreme哦!我崇拜你!


因爲這電影所以對英式英語產生了興趣,想找它的小説來看呢,如果有的話,雖然應該會翻字典翻到傻。不過原著是漫畫呢,據説和電影差別很大。

PS: johnny depp的public enemies下星期上映!一定要去看johnny depp啊!!!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

傷心咖啡店之歌 - 節錄。

“往事像是一場黯淡的夢,這場夢模模糊糊地侵略了真實生活的界限,將黯淡的煙霧過渡到馬蒂後來的人生。”


“終于,終于走出了這個家,還有傑生也死了。照理說,她應該了無牽挂,像風一樣自由。但是她的心,爲什麽像曡滿鉛塊一樣沉重不看?

因爲人不是風。馬蒂伸手進提袋摸了摸六万元的信封袋,這是她生活在這個世界上的唯一憑藉。馬蒂在一個水泥矮籬上坐下。人不是風。在這個城市裏,要活得像個人,就得要有工作,有錢,有住所。簡單地說,要有一個身份,然後才成其為一個人,一個臺北人。

。。。。。。。

讓自己在社會上定位。馬蒂默想著,多少人因爲這句話,同時就讓自己在生命中定格?”

慢慢地重讀中。記下一些自己喜歡的句子。