tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24560620745089759472024-03-14T14:16:54.736+08:00- ykeng speaking. -Be like a boxer in boxing ring.ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.comBlogger1056125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-10070364629058776612024-03-04T18:10:00.000+08:002024-03-04T18:10:03.805+08:0010日份的努力 040324 - 120324。<p>🌟 星期二拿车去service。</p><p>🌟 看完剩下的两个etutorial videos和追上目前的syllabus。</p><p>🌟 完成两个assignments。</p><p>🌟 星期四面试。</p><p>🌟 星期日教国语课。</p><p>🌟 准备下个星期开始的新英文会话课。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-39451179290910324072024-02-29T18:50:00.000+08:002024-02-29T18:50:55.405+08:00<p>So I think I always want to be the smart one, the quick-witted one, but in fact, I am not.</p><p>Accept it, and act accordingly.</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-91954773651222240502024-01-23T18:43:00.002+08:002024-01-23T18:43:15.701+08:00善。<p>Always 心存善念,只要有善的回响,不需要焦虑金钱。</p><p>作"善"的开始。</p><p>I lead the change,not compensate to the change。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-73162541425043658852024-01-09T17:46:00.005+08:002024-01-09T17:46:35.099+08:00安。<p> For some reasons I always choose the safe path。</p><p>缺乏安全感 / 安全网吧。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-10257720781219159572023-12-14T18:56:00.005+08:002023-12-14T19:07:25.482+08:00Everything will be good。<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgVtaHUTl0ptBDDPwQCVTfbVc0UuX6F6xiyAQUq8XAk3HurRmLEljIV6dUTATqUEqMgU3JnoNscupD07OLAibiLOcva_0oQvlGOr2CqnuiuglcPpmU0IaBDxciuOGdW008xcIOCRCvj7m0i8yXV3dP7MMQJzPvH86FPvNYb9WaFuBtpllJBirQpoxsWmh4/s589/Untitled.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="589" data-original-width="379" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgVtaHUTl0ptBDDPwQCVTfbVc0UuX6F6xiyAQUq8XAk3HurRmLEljIV6dUTATqUEqMgU3JnoNscupD07OLAibiLOcva_0oQvlGOr2CqnuiuglcPpmU0IaBDxciuOGdW008xcIOCRCvj7m0i8yXV3dP7MMQJzPvH86FPvNYb9WaFuBtpllJBirQpoxsWmh4/s320/Untitled.jpg" width="206" /></a></div><p>Everything will be good。</p><p>If it is not good now,focus on how to make it good。</p><p>Your perception creates your reality。</p><p>You are the master of your life。</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-yySdWEZ3mFaFaFYgkvC3LVTvmOfhd2dvPgvj8BUqL6c_4TlIQc77D5l9EeKp6us8qQ9n2URPhlcZB6mhnpPpJ2CtkGzP48W8l9M2uwpadf1a75IT5yFP_394VpUBXJfzV3CQXzaSxOTDoK4LAx-M1RVjZA5qUVYAxHOWR7BaFfV2dltPbb7PcuoviNA/s1400/1_Y1V8-cnL5-cXq11zT4dRKg.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="933" data-original-width="1400" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-yySdWEZ3mFaFaFYgkvC3LVTvmOfhd2dvPgvj8BUqL6c_4TlIQc77D5l9EeKp6us8qQ9n2URPhlcZB6mhnpPpJ2CtkGzP48W8l9M2uwpadf1a75IT5yFP_394VpUBXJfzV3CQXzaSxOTDoK4LAx-M1RVjZA5qUVYAxHOWR7BaFfV2dltPbb7PcuoviNA/s320/1_Y1V8-cnL5-cXq11zT4dRKg.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><p>---------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />在各种犹豫不决和自我怀疑的时候,</p><p>有一点感慨how a narcissistic parent can destroy you in the early 20 years of your life。</p><p>很可怕。有一些部分可能破碎了,需要自己给补起来。</p><p>我可能从来不知道怎么正常地和友好地和别人互动。</p><p>Ya,that's how harmful it can be。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-66921627046620230022023-12-13T17:54:00.000+08:002023-12-13T17:54:01.559+08:00傻。<p>赫然发现我的要求还是太高,或是我以为的基本要求原来并不基本。</p><p>或者我还是太傻了。</p><p>----------------------------------</p><p>别再让自己被外界影响。</p><p>It's about me。It always is。</p><p>专注在自己所要的。其他的都不重要,不用考虑。</p><p>Focus。Focus。Focus。</p><p>----------------------------------</p><p>我的那些诗情画意和感性似乎一点一点地再被磨光了。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-80314574150890397602023-11-08T02:56:00.001+08:002023-11-08T02:56:33.492+08:00允许。允许自己脆弱,<div>允许自己放松,</div><div>允许自己用多一些时间想清楚,</div><div>允许自己用自己的步调前进。</div>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-34519842823825101372023-10-13T17:24:00.007+08:002023-10-13T17:39:04.965+08:00Life update 131023。<p><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, serif;">脑里太多东西了,需要整理出来。这个烦躁感也让我好想给家里来一个彻底的大扫除。看我的烦躁感会不会大到让我愿意开启这个大工程lol。</span></p><p><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, serif;">青少年入门职业培训&活动 + 成年人入门爱好课程。My god, I am so pumped。(I hope it will last lol,自己知道自己事) </span></p><p><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, serif;">教补习是一个</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, serif;">搜集教学个案和build up父母群的方法。当有数量在手就可以做很多东西了。</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, serif;">现在开始可以搜集各种课程纲要和videos,做成reference database,和构思自己的课程纲要。所有的学习都有目的了,所以可以尽可能地不放过任何一个学习和build人脉的管道。我有太多东西想学了,这是好强的动力,所以也终于愿意去commit master课程了lol。It's about what can I bring to the world。</span></p><p><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Georgia, serif;">内容创作和社交媒体经营这个部分不能是重心,因为就不是我的本质的追求。不喜欢像演算法这么飘渺的东西,也不喜欢曝露太多的隐私所招来的评头论足。与人沟通对introvert来说还是个有点压力的事,我也不是个心灵强大到可以不在乎别人的评价的人,某方面来说还蛮需要别人的认可的。</span></p><p>小买卖的方面目前暂缓,实验过后发现产品不是最重点,还是需要去经营流量来宣传。需要去经营这点就让我有点消火了,就是想要一个可以不需要花太多脑筋的类被动收入啊。闲暇时间还是可以继续尝试,希望可以试出一个获利模式。不过directory + buying link的这个企划是可以做的,只是需要投入时间才会看到成果,所以也不是现在的第一顺位。</p><p>我喜欢这样的状态,生活就是工作,工作就是生活,拥有主动权去随时调整。要不要开始记录一个"我的自律日记"呢?可以减少焦虑和自我怀疑...</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-62253571347591417602023-10-11T02:49:00.052+08:002023-10-13T14:53:51.495+08:00梦想。我有一个梦想。<div><br /></div><div>希望每个孩子都能被倾听,被温柔以待。</div><div><br /></div><div>被我没有被对待过的方式对待。</div><div><br /></div><div>-------------------------------------------------------</div><div><br /></div><div>广告客户服务 <span face="Google Sans, arial, sans-serif" style="color: #040c28;"><span style="font-size: 20px;"><b>☑</b></span></span></div><div>学院讲师 + 活动策划 <b style="color: #040c28; font-family: "Google Sans", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 20px;">☑</b></div><div>中心主管 + 高思维数学教学 <b style="color: #040c28; font-family: "Google Sans", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 20px;">☑</b></div><div>珠心算培训 (国内外) <b style="color: #040c28; font-family: "Google Sans", arial, sans-serif; font-size: 20px;">☑</b></div><div><br /></div><div>接下来可以尝试挑战市场非常大的中小学补习。</div><div><br /></div><div>再去研读教育硕士 (两年) 和正向教养学校讲师认证。</div><div><br /></div><div><div>-------------------------------------------------------</div></div><div><br /></div><div>全方位教育培训 + 社群经营 + 青少年友好活动策划。</div><div><br /></div><div>青少年入门职业培训 + 成年人入门爱好培训。</div><div><br /></div><div>听起来不错,是个可以去努力的方向。</div><div><br /></div><div>20年前用了smilingkid这网名是不是就是种冥冥中的注定呢。</div>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-15768514284976757102023-09-30T10:27:00.002+08:002023-10-11T18:42:33.861+08:00精神力必须要更强大。<div><br /></div><div>I have to stop beating myself up.</div><div><br /></div><div>It's all learning. </div><div><br /></div><div>Nothing is wrong. </div><div><br /></div><div>再提醒自己,"You either win or you learn. You never lose."</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>You never lose.</div>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-24379374472508646352023-09-29T19:20:00.001+08:002023-09-29T19:20:20.012+08:00余生。余生 就是<div>你身边有我</div><div>我身边有你</div><div>一天一天</div><div>过每一天。<br><div><br></div></div>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-18768970991368303072023-09-23T11:43:00.001+08:002023-09-23T11:43:35.028+08:00我没有built-in讨人欢心的个性lolykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-65647515407420671092023-09-08T18:09:00.003+08:002023-09-08T18:09:51.967+08:00<p> 不要败给了焦虑。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-59534796081023563032023-08-04T16:08:00.000+08:002023-08-04T16:08:03.958+08:00塔罗小白Me。<div><span style="color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, Helvetica Neue, PingFang SC, Microsoft YaHei, Source Han Sans SC, Noto Sans CJK SC, WenQuanYi Micro Hei, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">在开始这份工作前,一切都看起来不错的情况下用塔罗却抽到了</span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">正义逆位牌,现在看来完全准到爆...</span></div><div><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><blockquote style="border: none; margin: 0px 0px 0px 40px; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"></blockquote><blockquote style="border: none; margin: 0px 0px 0px 40px; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">基本牌意<br /></span></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">关键词:不公平,有始无终,以自己的意见去断定,事事不能两全,不均衡,不公平性,显失公平,不公,没有责任感,没有义务,不诚实,欺诈</span></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, Helvetica Neue, PingFang SC, Microsoft YaHei, Source Han Sans SC, Noto Sans CJK SC, WenQuanYi Micro Hei, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">当正义倒立时,它暗示着不公不义... 或是互相指责,推委责任。对于你的付出你还是会得到回报,或者说你仍可以收获到你的耕耘,只不过这不太可能会是个欢愉的收获... </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">因果循环依旧在。你还是会受某人或某种状况的牵制...</span></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, Helvetica Neue, PingFang SC, Microsoft YaHei, Source Han Sans SC, Noto Sans CJK SC, WenQuanYi Micro Hei, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">事业<br /></span></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">关键词:偏科现象严重,墨守成规以致失败,缺乏能力或自信,行为不检点... </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">你会高估自己的能力,负荷超出自己能力范围的工作量,或是做太过困难的工作,以致没有一项工作做得好,不但遭到批评,更影响了对自己的信心。你在工作态度上太过偏执,以致行事常有过失。若是在工作上发生问题,你会和相关人员陷入一场无休止的争议之中,互相指责,推诿责任。</span></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, Helvetica Neue, PingFang SC, Microsoft YaHei, Source Han Sans SC, Noto Sans CJK SC, WenQuanYi Micro Hei, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">现况:工作当中可能遇到与规则相关的问题,并不是你自己可以解决的...<br /></span></span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">关系:工作当中分成不同的派系,大家都有不同的利益要维护...</span></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">发展:这个工作的制度本身对你不利,所以无论你怎么努力,就是比别人慢了半拍或是矮了半截,可以考虑换其他工作。</span></span></div></blockquote><blockquote style="border: none; margin: 0px 0px 0px 40px; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"></blockquote><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">“没有责任感,</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">墨守成规</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">,缺乏能力</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">,行为不检点</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">高估自己的能力,</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">太过偏执,以致行事常有过失”原本以为这些行为是指我,当时还有点沮丧。现在重看,根本是指公司的管理层和我的head啊 XD</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">隔一段时间后再抽,抽到皇帝逆位牌,看来也是指公司的行政啊... XD</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEkYRkgWnM7aYjGSTxl4qHPkIe-lWsc_GZou64UYijWfL7H8zYdY9gkW7bEgTGPYq4FwCQVN7GxloCMNqeeCc4IQ01fOfA0R3rprM4TwX64ulmqbdm0DLQ95k8_gnMfk__6FHbaJDy2f6mYGGCcN0BL04XvdXZg3nwzxvPtoTbhYNxBgG24ikBIEw3UqQ/s827/1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="229" data-original-width="827" height="89" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEkYRkgWnM7aYjGSTxl4qHPkIe-lWsc_GZou64UYijWfL7H8zYdY9gkW7bEgTGPYq4FwCQVN7GxloCMNqeeCc4IQ01fOfA0R3rprM4TwX64ulmqbdm0DLQ95k8_gnMfk__6FHbaJDy2f6mYGGCcN0BL04XvdXZg3nwzxvPtoTbhYNxBgG24ikBIEw3UqQ/s320/1.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: left;"></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">隔一段时间后又</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">再抽,就抽到恋人逆位牌... 太有趣了 XD</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">确定</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">确定要离职之后再抽,</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;">就抽到审判正位牌了,太酷了 XD</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgm-5C7SVtVX-XaG_d9Ii5meY2AfTMCqXs3ErB7KyNav6aeN-a3RuExrMGDNqXK1k8wEQrFU58RDy03x7tiQqxV0Qx21vo0P5HwLwUiNb8olgr79v1yT8EdqL_3oStvwcOCYlAnnzC69JpqvPVYQfjI58F_r8Tz32QHBiLwOmoTERaxy0510GF3mX1rwRc/s745/3.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="481" data-original-width="745" height="207" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgm-5C7SVtVX-XaG_d9Ii5meY2AfTMCqXs3ErB7KyNav6aeN-a3RuExrMGDNqXK1k8wEQrFU58RDy03x7tiQqxV0Qx21vo0P5HwLwUiNb8olgr79v1yT8EdqL_3oStvwcOCYlAnnzC69JpqvPVYQfjI58F_r8Tz32QHBiLwOmoTERaxy0510GF3mX1rwRc/s320/3.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div>在递信后倒数离开中时,抽到了死神逆位牌。喂,这也太匪夷所思地准了吧,快吓死了 XD<br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCsEaH6JSVX77H3qMO_NHrGxXWQClla16KU4FhDjXHEpsdXPtD6vQa5BYZTobDAZoW3Jl83GpCFVa2kVFK2f0LPdkQQSaxnytJ7J4hvzgYtpAIsRMbcQ1P0Qq_T2xNPQ_sv8bYiTNxKmgRx6A6O95eZR8MWkdbaFlTnHLSnVjeT4rhBeTMHUsaSU-eyMc/s817/4.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="281" data-original-width="817" height="110" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCsEaH6JSVX77H3qMO_NHrGxXWQClla16KU4FhDjXHEpsdXPtD6vQa5BYZTobDAZoW3Jl83GpCFVa2kVFK2f0LPdkQQSaxnytJ7J4hvzgYtpAIsRMbcQ1P0Qq_T2xNPQ_sv8bYiTNxKmgRx6A6O95eZR8MWkdbaFlTnHLSnVjeT4rhBeTMHUsaSU-eyMc/s320/4.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, Helvetica Neue, PingFang SC, Microsoft YaHei, Source Han Sans SC, Noto Sans CJK SC, WenQuanYi Micro Hei, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">反正目前为止都觉得好好玩,会继续看怎么玩下去 XD</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /><span style="background-color: white; color: #121212; font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, "Helvetica Neue", "PingFang SC", "Microsoft YaHei", "Source Han Sans SC", "Noto Sans CJK SC", "WenQuanYi Micro Hei", sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-73498645364698538652023-07-25T16:45:00.001+08:002023-07-25T16:45:13.694+08:00I am so angry and frustrated now.<div><br></div><div>And I can make good use of it.</div>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-75038662572570639682023-07-17T18:00:00.001+08:002023-07-18T10:08:32.559+08:00<p>不管要做什么,都必须是善的回响。</p><p>职场太toxic了,与我太格格不入。</p><p>--------------------------------------------------</p><p>肯定不能只是以流量为profit。不会有多少profit。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-34033628940381565572023-07-07T16:25:00.001+08:002023-07-07T16:25:19.893+08:00Worth。<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggfe3bKcFVcjpvHXhOd3bmDkVUOCC6DggEWUK0-k77z-i76dsDpRkSV5-KlOaY_cF0FpoGlZxvH_u-XGVTfrhMu_h4jMLmfiQylSEtjBAbKwBPpi9aYimVuwj4tc5xhPg18cn9qlrSvXWfo9xDRPBelCN6UBSadtOU4TcFrL-r0ZxR34HXoh80407A8Yw/s750/031e74c57935945eb7c8e2c1b97996a4.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="750" data-original-width="750" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggfe3bKcFVcjpvHXhOd3bmDkVUOCC6DggEWUK0-k77z-i76dsDpRkSV5-KlOaY_cF0FpoGlZxvH_u-XGVTfrhMu_h4jMLmfiQylSEtjBAbKwBPpi9aYimVuwj4tc5xhPg18cn9qlrSvXWfo9xDRPBelCN6UBSadtOU4TcFrL-r0ZxR34HXoh80407A8Yw/s320/031e74c57935945eb7c8e2c1b97996a4.png" width="320" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p>You should know you worth.</p><p>-------------------------------------------</p><p>我只是知道我再和这些蠢人一起工作我会吐血过多而死。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-82364834942982986412023-06-20T11:20:00.000+08:002023-06-20T11:20:00.141+08:00我的脑袋肯定是outsmart他的,我为什么要怕他?ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-58231319528596533982023-06-15T15:26:00.000+08:002023-06-15T15:26:19.958+08:00<p>我要强到遇上这种狗屁倒灶的事情也能眉头都不皱一下,轻松保护好自己,不失体面地转身离开。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-60022943951008170092023-06-08T11:36:00.001+08:002023-06-08T15:17:28.938+08:00力量。<p>慢慢地也长出了一点力量。</p><p>我很开心。</p><p>我想我现在是一个"做什么都可以"的状态。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-77821533877490758732023-06-06T14:32:00.002+08:002023-06-06T14:32:17.088+08:00GUTS。<p>像个大人一样进行谈判。</p><p>不在乎的那方,就有主动权。</p><p>GUTS。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-5449387104778331802023-06-02T12:00:00.000+08:002023-06-02T12:00:12.106+08:00退场。<p>新车到手,可以启动退场机制了。</p><p>实在是很焦虑这种需要confrontation的场合。</p><p>可能我太想control the outcome,可能我没有信心可以好好表达自己的同时不会让他人觉得offended或不愉快。我太不懂得别人的情绪和其心动念了。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-41402809308101529942023-05-26T11:25:00.001+08:002023-05-26T11:25:02.296+08:00<p> 我要做自己的老板。</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-49925331607489395792023-05-25T15:17:00.004+08:002023-05-25T15:30:45.679+08:00正。<p> 心态正了,一切都会正。</p><p>---------------------------------------</p><p>I stumbled, a lot。Haha XD</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2456062074508975947.post-25441066909690296722023-05-24T11:01:00.004+08:002023-05-25T17:13:25.858+08:00But。<p>You know that he expecting you to just "obey" and follow his commands to fill his ego. </p><p>You know that he doesn't care about your opinions, qualification, experience or capability. </p><p>You know that you are treated as just a "tool" to perform the necessary tasks. </p><p>You know that he won't hesitate to throw you under the bus whenever things happen.</p><p>In fact, he is constantly nitpicking every little things you do and see what he can put a blame on you. </p><p>You know that he doesn't want to do the "dirty works" but expecting you to willingly do those and doesn't bother that how those might affect your reputation. </p><p>You know that the company has "monarchies" that are almost impossible to break or change. </p><p>------------------------------------------------------------------------------</p><p>虽然,薪水不错,上班时间相对没那么严谨,工作稳定轻松,公司收入和金流稳定所以不会逼你追盈利,福利也不太吝啬,管理层不搞意识形态那一套也不咄咄逼人,同事友好善良。</p><p>But... what can I do? 所有的好都抵不过一个不好的上司。</p><p>加上公司太远,travel一趟要一个小时,每天来回两小时。一周五天,一天要花大约12小时在工作上,这不是我想要的生活。。。</p><p>加上我其实不buy我正在给training的课程,觉得有点无聊和没意义... </p><p>加上我不觉得在这里我有学习和进步的空间...</p><p>------------------------------------------------------------------------------</p><p>There are professional ways of doing things, they just choose not to do things the professional ways. *rolled eyes*</p>ykenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14330762938023663116noreply@blogger.com0