Thursday, July 19, 2018

Who。


Who I have become after so many years here?

Who I have become growing up in environment like this?

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

Enough。


Why would I, letting this, to ruin my life?

Can I, stay calm and firm, to live through this?



Enough.

Thursday, April 19, 2018

Dream。


How to keep my energy level up? That's the biggest question now.

I firmly believe that I can create more great things. That's why I am living.

Not to forget the dream.

Got it or not, it really just depends on how much you want it...

Thursday, April 5, 2018

Be firm。

This is your life.

F*ck all these people.

Do what you want.

Friday, March 16, 2018

Now what?

定下心来。

计划九月离职。没有很焦虑,反而有点雀跃。是断了财源没错,可是我好想好想去explore不一样的东西哦。创业? 兼差? 好兴奋。只是书应该念不成了。总要取舍。

屋子买了,只是不懂几时会拿到钥匙。晕。目前很兴奋地想办法以最少的钱完成我梦想中的房子。好开心。

看muaji什么时候比较有空吧。来个放松小旅行。国外旅行也暂时不用想了。暂时玩够啦,要取舍。

要想办法去运动。我的膝盖已经在警告我了。自己在家运动我真的不行,做不到。认真考虑sign up一个课,看来看去,最吸引我的竟然是burlesque哈哈。虽然有点排斥瑜伽,不过好像是目前来看最适合的课啊,只是买装备好像会有点小贵。。。

好想看书。好久没有好好看有用的书。现在只看得下小说。。。感觉好面目可憎啊。

离梦想中的生活还是很远。自己也不知道自己在蘑菇什么。其实,只要去做就对了。顾虑太多了。从每天早上起来的那一刻,是谁说你不能做你想做的事呢?

33岁了。还有什么想完成的呢? 想想。

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

Damn。

Not in the right state of mind.

Losing track.

When you find yourself chasing behind something every fucking moment.

When you feel like your life is like a pile of shit.

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But do always bear in mind, your "a pile of shit" life, is what many people in the world dreaming of.

I shall appreciate. I shall put myself together and work this out.

Thursday, February 22, 2018

六十九个月快乐。

这世界上,只有一个人,会一直问我: "开心吗~?" "会饱吗~?" "有睡好吗~?" "有放空到吗~?"

这世界上,只有一个人,会让我放空到做出各种蠢事,然后跟我一起大笑,笑出眼泪来。

这世界上,只有一个人,跟我一样,贪恋彼此的拥抱。

亲爱的,六十九个月快乐。(月份多到我心算不到了...)