ISTJ。

For reference. Me, ISTJ.

The ISTJ personality type is thought to be the most abundant, making up around 13% of the population. Their defining characteristics of integrity, practical logic and tireless dedication to duty make ISTJs a vital core to many families, as well as organizations that uphold traditions, rules and standards, such as law offices, regulatory bodies and military. People with the ISTJ personality type enjoy taking responsibility for their actions, and take pride in the work they do – when working towards a goal, ISTJs hold back none of their time and energy completing each relevant task with accuracy and patience.

ISTJs don’t make many assumptions, preferring instead to analyze their surroundings, check their facts and arrive at practical courses of action. ISTJ personalities are no-nonsense, and when they’ve made a decision, they will relay the facts necessary to achieve their goal, expecting others to grasp the situation immediately and take action. ISTJs have little tolerance for indecisiveness, but lose patience even more quickly if their chosen course is challenged with impractical theories, especially if they ignore key details – if challenges becomes time-consuming debates, ISTJs can become noticeably angry as deadlines tick nearer.

When ISTJs say they are going to get something done, they do it, meeting their obligations no matter the personal cost, and they are baffled by people who don’t hold their own word in the same respect. Combining laziness and dishonesty is the quickest way to get on ISTJs’ bad side. Consequently, people with the ISTJ personality type often prefer to work alone, or at least have their authority clearly established by hierarchy, where they can set and achieve their goals without debate or worry over other’s reliability.

ISTJs have sharp, fact-based minds, and prefer autonomy and self-sufficiency to reliance on someone or something. Dependency on others is often seen by ISTJs as a weakness, and their passion for duty, dependability and impeccable personal integrity forbid falling into such a trap.

This sense of personal integrity is core to ISTJs, and goes beyond their own minds – ISTJ personalities adhere to established rules and guidelines regardless of cost, reporting their own mistakes and telling the truth even when the consequences for doing so could be disastrous. To ISTJs, honesty is far more important than emotional considerations, and their blunt approach leaves others with the false impression that ISTJs are cold, or even robotic. People with this type may struggle to express emotion or affection outwardly, but the suggestion that they don’t feel, or worse have no personality at all, is deeply hurtful.

https://www.16personalities.com/istj-personality

超脱。

停止对钱焦虑。把事情给做好，钱自然会来。

超脱。别再被纠缠。You don't bother me。

Don't wanna be a rat in rat race。

Who。

Who I have become after so many years here?

Who I have become growing up in environment like this?

Enough。

Why would I, letting this, to ruin my life?

Can I, stay calm and firm, to live through this?



Enough.

Dream。

How to keep my energy level up? That's the biggest question now.

I firmly believe that I can create more great things. That's why I am living.

Not to forget the dream.

Got it or not, it really just depends on how much you want it...

Be firm。

This is your life.

F*ck all these people.

Do what you want.

Now what?

定下心来。

计划九月离职。没有很焦虑，反而有点雀跃。是断了财源没错，可是我好想好想去explore不一样的东西哦。创业? 兼差? 好兴奋。只是书应该念不成了。总要取舍。

屋子买了，只是不懂几时会拿到钥匙。晕。目前很兴奋地想办法以最少的钱完成我梦想中的房子。好开心。

看muaji什么时候比较有空吧。来个放松小旅行。国外旅行也暂时不用想了。暂时玩够啦，要取舍。

要想办法去运动。我的膝盖已经在警告我了。自己在家运动我真的不行，做不到。认真考虑sign up一个课，看来看去，最吸引我的竟然是burlesque哈哈。虽然有点排斥瑜伽，不过好像是目前来看最适合的课啊，只是买装备好像会有点小贵。。。

好想看书。好久没有好好看有用的书。现在只看得下小说。。。感觉好面目可憎啊。

离梦想中的生活还是很远。自己也不知道自己在蘑菇什么。其实，只要去做就对了。顾虑太多了。从每天早上起来的那一刻，是谁说你不能做你想做的事呢?

33岁了。还有什么想完成的呢? 想想。